Still surviving

[Surv1ve]

Thanks butterfly. I'm also so sad about it, but confused and frightened too.

I know it's only 3 days, and that's probably no big deal and I don't have to make any permanent decisions today. But, I have never felt like I just don't care before. I have felt fed up when I don't think I can't any more hurt or harm or abuse.

There has been no recent event though. So to feel this way makes me afraid that I am about to "give up" which might be a relief but also probably means my family is done.

For people who gave up and called it quits, how did it switch from hopeful LBS to all-done LBS.