So, it's day 3 for me of, "What is the point of all this." The "I just don't care" sprang forth with H gave me his usual 2-second hug before I went to worth. Just the... really? What's what we have here? That is the affection you can show me?
It is our regularly scheduled night out together. He occasionally uses the word date and I avoid naming it anything at all. I'm not sure how to engage. Do I try to tap into my love for him, buried somewhere? Do I give him this "meh" face? Part of me is tempted just to cancel as that would surely shake him up. I have no idea how to engage with him. Anyone have any advice in the next 2 hours before I have to go home and look at him?
BD#1: "marriage is over" 9/14/2016 H in basement 24/7 with EX/OM BD#2: 3/20/2017 I plan to move out "soon" I LRT me: 42, H, 41, EX/OM, 37 D 10, Son 7 M to H = 20 years EX/OM moved in 10 years ago
