So the last couple days she's been somewhat relaxed, though still absorbed by her smartphone constantly and texting someone (OM?) all the time... BUT she also tried several times to make physical contact like trying to hug me and today while doing so she even asked "is that ok if i do that?" and i really kinda freaked out...
Does she hug me as a FRIEND or what? I really can't tell if there is more behind it than that... so i said "as long as you're just giving me a hug sure..." it was really awkward, then she said "now you're confusing me??" and then we kinda left it at that and she went to do other things...
UGH i have no clue how i am supposed to react, i mean... i have put up my emotional wall and i am not ready for these things, it DOES feel good to be hugged by her yes, but we are not ready for anything more.
