What to Do? 6

[chris19]

So; my grandma passed away unexpectedly this morning at like 4:30am. I got the call from my folks; after talking with them I called W to let her know...I don’t know why but I was freaking out/emotions running high. I told her I just wanted to let her know and that I was sorry for waking her.

W asked if she wanted me to come home with her (bc I left right after my folks called me). I told her no, I did not want to use this as an excuse to see her. I was just calling to let her know. She then asked me if I wanted her to come over to help pack; I told her no thank you, but thanks for offering.

I was just about to leave and she showed up at my apartment and console me for a few minutes before helping me load my car to head home. She told me she wanted to be there for the funeral if it was ok with me. I told her I would call her a bit later. She has been texting me today and I have been responding to her questions but keeping it short. She also finally reached out to my parents for the first time since April.

Emotions are high. Crazy arse morning.