"I'm still here, aren't I" "After 15 years of suffering, and of wanting that (more intimacy) and deciding I was DONE, and yet I'm still here and that's not enough to convince you?" "Now, after just ONE year, you decide you have to have that or you won't be convinced I'm committed?" "What more do you want me to do?"
Mentioned the ring, too:
"Well, you never made any move to get a new one when you lost yours? Why not?" (Told ya she'd say that).
Could not bring herself to say "I'm in" or "I'm committed". "Oh please, don't get so caught up on the WORDS" she said.
I left and am sleeping in the guest room tonight. I either did the right thing or just completely fuched everything up.
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3
