Call her as I was leaving work as I usually do to let her know I was on my way home: " what are things looking like over your way?" Her: " oh probably 6:30 or 6:45" (which is late for her, she's supposed to leave at 5:30, and offered no explanation this time, so I asked: " extra work to do, or are you guys staying to have a glass of wine?" ( what she does from time to time usually with the other girls in her office, but they have the wine in the office of one of the doctors there, who is married. And ask her in the past what his wife thinks about this, but, she is friends with the wife, and seems to think there is no problem with her husband hanging out after hours and drinking wine with several other girls most of whom are single. But, whatever. She has been telling me ahead of time recently when she is going to do this, but didn't today, until I asked. But then she said 6:30 or 6:45 she be leaving. It's now what 7:45? So, she was sort of hesitant in telling me to begin with, and it sounded in her voice, and now she's even an hour past that time. She did just send me a text, two words: "you okay."
I didn't respond, but no, I'm not fuching ok.
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3
