{{{{{{{Cali}}}}}}} I'm sorry it came to this, but ... you now have the rest of your life ahead of you to do with as you please, a beautiful son who loves you very much and an open road ahead.
You've come through the worst of it, and are thriving on the other side. I know immediately post D for me I felt really good. I then famously crashed I think in large part because I'd been living on adrenalin for a number of years. I don't think you'll have that same dip.
You've grown so much just in the time I've been here. I'm sure you and your son will have a wonderful fresh start - somewhat bittersweet - but yes, I think you are going to be just fine.
Congratulations on the new place. You've waited a long time to have that financial cloud gone. Glad the limbo is over, even though this isn't the preferred outcome.
xoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver