Husband gone for the second time - 2

[petri]

If I had been here in September/October alot of people would have torn me apart. All the texts, phone calls etc...oh boy. If I only knew what I know now. I've accepted that our M is out from my hands. I do love my W still but, right now if she would show remorse and wanted to save our M, I'm not sure if I could do that.