It would be easier to help you if you can give an honest answer of where you are at right now. You convinced me you were done and ready to move on but now I see you are starting the LRT.
For an example, I am no longer actively trying to reconcile with my W. I don't let her words or moods effect me in anyway. I never ask her where she's going or what she's doing. I am not doing anything to burn any bridges because I don't know what the future holds and I like the terms of the divorce. I am not interested in a friendship but I also know we have to co-parent for at least the next 12 years.
For us to get back together she has to earn another chance with me. It would require a lot of hard work on her part. She is definitely not ready for that right now.
I want to stress again you are still very early in this process.
