Thanks job, i guess it's still too early to make a call like that.
Earlier tonight, she made some advances towards me again, we watched a movie together and she leaned on me, which i casually accepted but then after a while i got up to go to my bedroom to sleep and then she said:
"So it's gonna be like that?"
I said "It has to be..." and left it at that... she didn't really respond.
It really just feels WRONG to let this go any further since i clearly feel that this is not the person i once knew and loved, but it is also NOT a person i'd want to be with right now since she doesn't come across as "genuine" if that makes any sense? Before all this, my wife was the most trustworthy, honest, loving, morally steadfast person i had ever known, but right now?
It's... someone completely different that MAYBE still has those qualities hidden deep inside her.
Either way, i feel strongly that if at all, i will only be able to give her... us a chance again when/if she comes out of MLC and has decided on who she wants to be.
