My confidence was just shot to hell this morning. I seem to do better when I am in the moment and I'm concentrating all of my focus on DB or some other important task.
It's infuriating to know that I don't have control over my mood swings. I'm trying to accept the feelings with open arms but today it was just ever so slightly different. This wave had an edge to it I haven't encountered yet. Just enough to put me over the edge.
I'm sorry guys.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018