Today she was gone almost all day. At the gym again where goes pretty much every day now. Anyway, afterwards she was pretty distant at first, then somewhat friendly later. We even watched some TV together which i suggested (just as friends of course).
It feels weird living with her in the same house that we used to live in as partners but now we do so as friends (at best) I wonder if we keep this up long enough if there truly won't be any more feelings between us after a while
Like how we'd quietly fall out of love completely, though i am pretty sure that is NOT what i want and i still have hope that it is not what SHE wants deep inside. When i say i am pretty sure then that uncertainty is explained by the fact that i am distancing myself from her to protect myself and what can i tell you? It's working...
