Artists, I am ready to put a stop to her bullshite. This has gone on long enough. She trapped me in a conversation and I fell for it.
i am sorry, gw5263... but no you are not done with her bs... what you say here tells me that you are not... you do not come across as someone who is standing strong... you do not yet have resolve... you do seem like you are at your wit's end, but that is not the same as making a deliberate determination... i think it would be good for you to read TXhubby's threads and use his experience to "mentor you," if you will... you are trapped because that is how you see yourself... you have not gotten out of this debacle because you see no way out... i think you see no way out because you still want her... and she knows it...
your sitch is mired in--mostly--your mentality... your thinking has not changed... that is why you allowed her to "trap" you into an exchange that showed you to be weak... there was no other way that conversation was going to go because you are not there yet...
i feel for you, gw5263... i hurt for you... what you and CW are going through really makes me see what i put my dear H through... and so, if i come across as harsh or hard, it's because i want you to conquer this mess... you are too good for your WW... just like my H was too good for me--his WW... i want you to find your "ganas," you WILL, your DESIRE to break through the muck that is your life right now... again--look to TXhubby for inspiration... use his contributions as your own tutorial... you can do this!
