New LBS dealing with WW Part 4

[Joe2017]

Wow, why am I still on this rollercoaster? I'm spinning again.

I'm so immensely sad right now and I am fighting this depression. I've been doing so well lately and now I just want to crawl in hole and die. I just want the pain to stop. And there's nothing that helps. Nothing. I know everyone says that this is just normal response to grief and loss. I just want my wife back. I want my best friend back. I want my kid's mom back. I want my life back.

I'm so devastated. DB is so hard.