Cherry. Getting on with a few bumps

[Cherry]

Thank you 2016sux, I’m so glad that i can help anyone in some way, I’m a strong believer in finding the positive and things to be grateful for.

Artista, thank you so much for sharing that with me. So moving and such food for thought. I intend to cherish these moments, from the sleepless nights to the fun days out.

V, as ever thank you for the info, very interesting and definitely strikes a cord. I’m glad my mind is finally catching up.

I think i am genuinely tiring of things. The hope of reconciliation is slipping and I’m beginning to think that this is no phase, this is him showing his true self. He has gone his path and I’m going mine. Over heard a conversation to his mom about how I’m not family. Downright disrespectful, but doesn’t surprise me. He paints me out to be someone that has turned his mom against him. I have actually stuck up for him on many an occasion and tried to mend their relationship. But the fact is that she is disgusted by his actions, and that is why their relationship is strained. He also went on another rant in front of me about how he is happier and became happier the day he left. There was many a thing i could have said to him. But all i could be bothered to do was roll my eyes and say “tell me something I’ve not already heard” and walked off.

After this he tried to make a slight bit of conversation with me, but i was busy. I’m at a stage now where it doesn’t matter what i do or don’t say. Nothing resonates with him. He deliberately tries to hurt me with his words, but i just can’t waste any more energy on him.