I like the idea of a letter. I recollect pigment wrote one to his WAW, with the help of the wonderful Wonka.
It was an apology, they didn't R, but they bridged his alcoholism. Pigment is doing great.
What you want to say today isn't going to be what you want to say tomorrow, next week, next month......
So can I suggest you write 5 letters
One for W One for each child And one to future Subitai after he has resolved his stuff And one for little Subitai who had such an awful pradoxical reaction with his meds
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You will want to revise, revise, revise.......
It is important you don't send and that you don't censor yourself
Do you think you can do those?
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW