Please don't feel like the oddball. You've had to live through in-house S, which is its own form of hell. I think you've handled it well. My STBXW just moved out, so we'll see how that goes for me.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18