J9, Doodler, and Maika, thanks for the support. I hope this will be the start of a new beginning for me.

My dad sent me this for religious quote. I found it comforting. Maybe it will help someone else here too:

"The reason why some people have turned against you and walked away from you without reason ... has nothing to do with you. It is because I have removed them from your life, because they cannot go where I am taking you next. They would only hinder you at the next level because they have already served their purpose in your life. Let them go and keep moving. Greater is coming your way."

Me-47,XW-43
S13,S16
M:18
BD:4-23-17
W filed:7-17-17
(5 months of in-house separation hell)
W moved out:1-6-18
D granted:2-15-18
Decree signed:3-29-18

Your future is out there. Go find it.