Do you love W? If she says ILU then yes it's ok to say it if you feel it.

Your W doesn't appear in any way wayward. She is a walker so be authentic be you.

If one of your issues was not expressing enough then this is a 180 for you. Not saying it is same old same old. Don't go overboard though, respond at about 80%.

You had a paradoxical response to the Meds given to you. I can understand how that is PTSD.

Anxiety attacks won't kill you, although they are truly horrid. They are also embarrassing and in some cases shaming. It's ok and you are through it!

Excellent, excellent, excellent.

That's wonderful to read, a real challenge overcome.

V


Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW