Sindi you are so right. Yesterday I broke and went full ahrad with begging. I lrobably couldnhave broke her with that at the very beginning, now not. She was firm. At the end of the day, when everything calmed down and I accepted (internally) that I have no hope, we talked a bit. She said she is not dating, but plans to do so. We also talked kods and I decided that I will probably try to move to other county. Funnily she kinda is affraid of it. But I feel I cannot be a full man here, where everything is a reminder of her.
Why are you trying to get a quick resolution on this?
Numerous posters have advised you not to pursue or pressure and to let things play out.
Out of curiosity did the begging fix anything?
It generally only makes things worse. i.e. Your actions are pushing you towards an outcome you dont want.
People are offering you advise - does not make sense to come here and then carry on doing what you feel like.
You need to stop and take a deep breath and start this process again. It will take MONTHS/YEARS not days/weeks - they are trying to help you to not make these mistakes.
