Sindi you are so right. Yesterday I broke and went full ahrad with begging. I lrobably couldnhave broke her with that at the very beginning, now not. She was firm. At the end of the day, when everything calmed down and I accepted (internally) that I have no hope, we talked a bit. She said she is not dating, but plans to do so. We also talked kods and I decided that I will probably try to move to other county. Funnily she kinda is affraid of it. But I feel I cannot be a full man here, where everything is a reminder of her.
