Hey, giftd. Thanks for letting us know how you're doing.
As long as that wall is up, every attempt to try to give love to her, may be turned into "manipulation", which is typical of a WAW. But if you can get her to open up to you, your same loving behaviors will be taken with gratitude and likely reciprocated.
Are you taking good care of yourself, giftd, and being the best man you can be? That's the best thing you can do for yourself, whether she appreciates it and comes back to you or not. It's also the thing that's going to maximize how attractive you are to your wife or another woman.
