Thank you, thank you, thank you. And may I one day get to Cali’s place of peace with or without my w. As my d b coach says, she’s not done with me. Problem is she’s not done with OM2 either. And if not OM2...OM3, etc. Conflicting words and actions confuse me and keep me on the hook. She is playing with my heart. Some days I feel I’m stronger than this. Other days I feel this is killing me.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
