It’s not so simple any more. A lot of damage has been done. Vows were broken. Trust was broken. It would take a lot of hard work on both out parts to build a new M. You say you’re not sure what you want. I need someone who “knows” in their heart that she wants me.

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R and H—thanks. No discussion yet. This marathon is wearing me out. I don’t want to be a maybe. I want to be a yes, I choose you and will do anything to make this work.


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving