I found it was really hard to face the reality of divorce at this point. As long as she didn't move out, it was like I still had hope we could reconcile. I feel for you. I give you props, though, you seem to say things much better than I ever did.
I’m a super (unrealistic) optimist, in spite of all evidence to the contrary I believe she may change her mind and will always have hope. If you ever read Victor Frankl In Searxh for The Meaning of Life, he said once a concentration camp inmate lost hope they soon died. He was In Auschwitz, and if there’s any place a person would lose hope it was there.
