New LBS dealing with WW Part 3

[Joe2017]

She is back in the house now. She addressed me cordially and spoke to me calmly. Not normally like we used to, but an improvement from earlier this week.

She got all dolled up then headed to the gym where she met OM. This is a huge trigger for me now. I did Sandi's store clerk roleplay. I was calm and collected. She told me she was going to work out. I said "OK." She asked me how I was doing and I said "I'm doing great. I'm sure you're doing great too." She just looked down. I told her that I hope her workout goes well and then made myself breakfast. She left.

I'm so glad there was no conflict. I was dreading it, but we'll see what happens when she returns. She is going to be spending the night somewhere else again. Looks like another night of unbearably painful healing for me. I can't explain all these emotional ups and downs. It's torture.