New LBS dealing with WW Part 3

[Joe2017]

How did I make her wayward? Huh.

I didn't give her enough attention, even though I complimented her often. I should have given her more praise on SM.

I was too nice to her at times. I wasn't really a Mr. Nice Guy, but I was too accommodating. I would take charge of situations and she'd balk because of her control issues, and I would relent too often.

My attractiveness suffered. I went from tough guy to desk jockey. Traded a military uniform for a dress shirt and slacks. I gained 30+ pounds. I didn't eat healthy as much anymore.

I was not active enough with her social circles. I should have suggested more planned events, concerts, dates, nights on the town. I should have kept courting her.

I just got so wrapped up in my new job and she was busy with work too. We couldn't connect as much as we did before. I should have made time. I should have MADE more time!!!! Now it's all gone and she's a different person. Oh it hurts so bad!