OK have a pity party. It's ok, we all do it!

In fact it's something you have to have, don't resist it.

Can I recommend you write it DOWN? Create a journal, put it all out in writing.

Every single crime you think you have done or believe you did

How exactly did you make your W go wayward?

How exactly did you turn your W into an abuser?

What magic powers do you have that did that?

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This is a phase in the Kubler Ross grief cycle, enjoy it! I am not joking as it's an important phase of recovery.

Walk into it it's bang on cue.

V

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW