Posted this on FastCars thread, but wanted to include the gist of it here:
After most recent BD, my W has said "I want something different than this R". I took this as her wanting to be with another man. But most recently has said "I want to be alone".
Hopeful that this is a sign of Stage 1 Acceptance, where she is confused and trying to figure out what she wants exactly. Hearts Blessing description of this stage includes a lot of apologies from the MLCer. My W has apologized for "being a terrible wife" and "spending too much in the past" in addition to a lot of little things lately that I haven't expected apologies for.
But I know there are no guarantees we'll recon! Just nice to be able to understand a little more about what she's going through.
