My idea to separate has been an epic fail

[Caz49]

Hi Nicole,

I hope you're feeling stronger today. It's been a traumatic few hours for you and I'm so sorry. I'm here for you x

Well, my H entered my house via the the back door, went to the bathroom then came into the lounge and kissed me on the head and wished me 'A happy New Year' He then left with my son to watch a football match.

Errr, what?

Confused but not reading too much into this. I just wish my house was tidier and I looked a million dollars lol...urgh, I don't care really...I am who I am...