Hang in there J...I am 7 mths in and I can tell you it does get better with time. Nothing can take away the pain you are currently feeling, all of us have been there. Sleepless nights, the pit in your stomach, emotional ups and downs, loss of appetite, etc. Be kind and patient with yourself, there is no magic cure. Time is really the only thing that heals. I had those thoughts early on, the wondering, the questions, the anger, it was all there. 1 foot in front of the other, minute by minute, hour after hour, day after day.
