In the mean time I believe I am going to have to make a decision soon b/c I do not want to live like this. I know patience is the key but this is the hard part.
Well, that's your choice, but maybe you should remember something you told her:
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One funny tidbit I will share with you, right after BD I said to her you know right after the judge swings his gavel and says you are officialy D'ed you will immediately be happy. Its like magic...
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!