I still struggle from time to time, with understanding what happened and why. I know that I will most likely never have closure on this, and I have chosen to LRT to save myself and move forward, and it's been working. I think about Ex less and less everyday. A lot of the initial sting is gone. I am however, still very stuck in depression and loneliness. I am just not able to find my happiness. I know its out there, and I have been trying to bring it back into myself. I am not sure what to do with that empty/lonely feeling that I have all day, every day.......
