New LBS dealing with WW Part 3

[Joe2017]

I think what's getting to me the most is the deep sense of loneliness I'm experiencing. Despite being surrounded by family, co-workers, and friends I always feel so alone. I'm a man and I feel like I need a woman. And I'm denied that because I'm still married and I don't believe in cheating. I'm trying not to harbor resentment for WW, but that's a daily struggle that I've been having.

NC has helped me a lot, but I still miss so much of my old life before BD. Oh well... Guess it takes time.