OK, I calmed down a bit, just deleted her emails.

Wont see her 'til tomorrow.I'm sure I havent heard the last of her today though.
I make no apologies either for dumping her off the family Whatsapp
as I didnt feel she deserved to be there making comments on family members, when she is doing what she is currently doing.

I actually reread some of Sandi's posts on WW' and their behaviour.
I think this is a huge wakeup call for W and I know she is immensely embarrassed. Instead of owning it she is feeling sorry for herself denying vehemently and telling me what a POS I am etc
Then there is always that niggling doubt that I have wronged a good woman.

If I wasnt on this forum I probably would have apologized by now.
Its been the story of this whole saga(over 13 months), her making me feel immense guilt and like an idiot for daring to think that she was having an affair. I just thought she would leave it go, but no, stab, stab, STAB.

Ugggghhhh


M-45
W-32
D-10 D-8
Together 11 years
Married 6 years
Separated 6/2017
ILYBINILWY 11/2016 (also nov 2011)
EA 11/16
PA Same time??
NC, detachment started 12/11/17
D aug 2019