Well.... it's been a week since she moved out and as much as I was prepared and looking forward to that moment it feels like another BD! like the dagger just got pushed in a little deeper. I'm actually good with her not being around, it's not having my kids with me all the time, I miss them, I miss seeing them and talking to them as to how their day was, talking on the phone or texting just isn't the same. I know it's still very fresh and I will need time to just breath but this is really hard.
I think being back at work will help and getting back into my normal routine of my GAL activities, I did keep busy over the break doing a bunch of long over house chores as most of this stuff got put on hold since BD. I do have a bunch of house things planned that should get me through the next month or so. The second Divorce Care session starts up next week so I am really looking forward to that, I did find the first session to be real helpful for me along with my IC.
My marriage will be final in two weeks unless something changes, I hope I can find the strength to get through this! Need to be strong for my kids!
