I just wanted to say that you are not the only one who broke the self imposed silence. I am in LRT with my H so little to no contact but I did send him a text to say HNY and got one back wishing me the same and “every happiness in 2018”. I also broke my silence but in the end I know I am not a spiteful and vengeful person and after all he still my husband! Still hurts though!
Job said that if it felt right then it was the right thing to do so please don’t beat yourself up about it!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')