J9 it certainly is up to her but like you as time passes I just don't know what will happen if she says ok lets fix this, will I turn around and say sorry too late. I look at her now and I just think there is no way she is happy.
One funny tidbit I will share with you, right after BD I said to her you know right after the judge swings his gavel and says you are officialy D'ed you will immediately be happy. Its like magic...
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20