Been a few weeks and everything seems to be going well. S14 and myself went to my parents house for Christmas. Last year I found out about my WW A a few weeks before Christmas, not to mention my W behaviour that day may things crazy for the whole family. Christmas 2017 was great and I honestly didn't think about my W at all. S14 had a great time as well. Though my father did mention that he could tell that S14 was missing having his mother around for Christmas. My father's parents divorce when he was around the same age, so he can tell these things.
When we returned to town, W and I met with our life insurance company to separate our policy. The crazy thing about the whole thing was that I honestly felt nothing for my W throughout the whole hour we were there together. W tried to make small talk, but I simply had no interest in even being there with her at the moment. I was cordial to a certain point. But I really didn't care where she had came from or where she was going afterwards. At some point, I guess I became detached without even really realizing it.
Now there was a moment where the insurance guy had to redo all our information and he asked about our weight. Clearly my policy numbers will go down due to all the weight I have lost recently. W on the other hand completely lied when asked about her weight by at least 50lbs. There was this little petty voice in my head that wanted to tell the truth...lol But I simply just turned the other way and left it alone. Didn't want to be there longer than I had to be.
Our bestfriends came into town for the holidays with their children. Apparently they haven't spoken with W in a while. So our friend who I will refer to as S asked W what her issue was. W claimed that she was upset with her and her husband for taking my side in all of this. S being a straight shooter told W that she wasn't taking side, but the truth was that W was dead wrong. And that they will never support her behavior. W wasn't happy about that at all. Needless to say that W officially burned that bridge.
S told me afterwards that she could tell that W was clearly losing it and she predicts that there will be some sort of breakdown soon. My only response was that was no longer any concern of mine. Any concern with my STBX mental health would need to be addressed with her family. Who we all know will do nothing to help prevent a mental breakdown. And they certainly will do nothing afterwards.
Spent the past week basically working out and doing something everyday with S14 and his friends. Those teens wore me out, but they had nothing on me at the skating rink. Went out and partied for New Year Eve. Spent the last 15 years at home with the family, but S14 was with mother yesterday. Next year, I will probably throw a house party for New Year, because I seriously hate standing in long lines in the cold. Spent today sleeping in, sobering up and then working out. Strange thing is that the last few days, I have the sudden urge to go out and date. Have the feeling that 2018 is going to be a very interesting year.
