Journaling:

Went out last night got home at 2am and it was great visiting with friends, laughing and having some drinks. Woke up this morning and W says good morning and we small talk for a bit, she is being friendly and now tells me about her day. I just small talk back. There has not been any R talk in about 1 month and only 3 times in the last 6 month.

Do I just keep doing what I am doing?

I keep reading about crumbs but I do not see her doing this. She cannot manipulate me and she knows it.

I am going out tonight to a nice restaurant with friends, there are always questions from some of the single ladies. Asking were is your W I respond by saying that she is working. Sometimes there are girls asking my close friends if I am single. I will not cheat at this point, and I will not start a new R until and if I was divorced.

W also went food shopping yesterday and is cooking again, I have to say its nice.

I am trying to get motivated to hit the gym, but man this hangover is nasty.


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20