Doodler, your right about the future scaring me. I need to live in the present and not worry about what will happen. The fear has clouded my judgement for making good decisions. Although, I do not regret the past months. I have been able to change a lot in me and I have been able to show compassion towards my W even though I have felt anger for what has happened. But now is the time I need to show some love and respect for myself.
