Joseph9, thanks for your comments. I have followed your stitch from the beginning. I haven't commented because I knew I was failing at DBing myself. You have gone on an amazing personal journey. I admire the inner strength you have shown throughout. I am finally going to try and just let go. It has taken me a long time to come to this point. I realized the death grip that I had on it even though I was lying to myself that I wasn't.
It is not a healthy way to live. I have to choose myself first from this point forward.
