WW finds any reason to text or email me every day. The threads will sometimes start out business like and then devolve into accusations of spying on her or other silliness. Paranoid.
The only responses I've given have been listing the bills I'm paying. Emotionless facts.
She still finds reasons to text. Using kids as loopholes. I never respond. She does want to talk to me, and I want to talk to her! But wanting to talk with me is different than wanting to BE WITH me.
I still have pangs of heartbroken feelings here and there. I am still GAL and I am making consistent progress. The 180s have definitely been noticed by WW. Still, I think D is looming in the future. I cannot overlook facts.
It's time for us to make a decision about where we go from here. We can R or D. But either way it has to be 100%. If we R it's a complete rededication with MC. If we D it's 0% communication except via lawyers. She can move out if it's too hard for her, she can't keep making me pay emotionally for her decisions.
I am not sure how to have this conversation with her. I want to have this talk with her before I return home. Any ideas?
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018
