Limerence and My Situation 6

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Winning WW back, do you really want the WW BACK? Aren't you after new R with a reformed or grown up WW? A WW who is a W not a WW?

Why want a WW back?

Gracious I do hope you want something better than a WW.

In my pursuit of standing then I had GAL points for what I did. I didn't save my M or get a new R, and frankly that wasn't healthy anyway. I did save myself.

Without being here then I am sure as a result of being told that i was so terrible and the screaming banshee episodes I no longer felt worthy of living. I wasn't human and without executive functioning. I was a mess and no longer wanted to be. The pain was terrible.

Should I want WH back? Living with a wayward is so destructive to the health of the LBS. And takes so much.

I think what the wayward wants is resources to pursue their selfish life. As long as the LBS acquiesced it's fine. Take away resources or cease to comply and many things can happen, the wayward awakes or they rage, manipulate and get vindictive.

So want a wayward back as they are. Not me.

V