sandi2, I really took my time digesting your thoughts and comments and realize you are correct in that the time is coming for me to make an uncomfortable decision. I have been feeling very low the past few days as the realization of this has become more tangible.
I am not going to lie to myself. I am scared. I still love my W and I am trying to table those feelings as to not cloud what I need to do. Even after 9 months I am feeling the struggle to let go. I need to work on that and I will work on that.
