Thank you guys for understanding where I am and being there for me. And Cali...you are now a ghost from Christmas past...what you wrote..."I'm not unhappy, but I want to be happier"...that was my Christmas present from last year...those exact words!
Ownit,
"How can she say she didn't like having sex with you and then ask you for sex all the time?" This too baffles me...but as you and Bttrfly have pointed out, the first time I said no was when I felt empowered...and saying no every subsequent time has been easier and easier...but yes, it still pushes my buttons...and she knows it.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
