WW messaged me today regarding bills that have posted. She previously told me she would get a list together of all the shared bills we have, but did not provide it to me.
I responded by putting an appropriate amount into the account and reminded her that she did not get me the list of bills. She blames me for it, of course. Everything is my fault. Gaslighting.
This is the only time I have broken no contact. For business purposes.
My heart is giving out. I feel like I am no longer the same person I was even a month ago. I am sure I am battling depression now. My life is completely out of whack.
I don't know how I will be able to go back to the marital home. I am losing will power and strength.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018
