Gordie #14: the end of my M to MLC W, I think

[Gordie]

Sotto,

New duds = new clothes. Thanks for the advice about not mind reading.

Journaling:

Feeling really down that my stbx would rather start anew with OM2 than try to work things out with me. Stbx initiated a R discussion today full of ILY and tears. I kept it short. I did ask again that she sign the agreement. I want to get on with my life. I said some things maybe I should not have said. I said I know what you think you are doing is right. I think what you are doing is wrong. She said ILY and I said again that your actions don’t demonstrate love. She said I know you don’t believe it but I do love you and I’m going to keep saying it. She tried to hug me but I didn’t hug back. She said: I will sign the D because I know we need it to make our R new and stronger. What I didn’t say: how is your sleeping with OM2 making our R stronger?