Originally Posted By: bhappy2

W and I exchanged gifts and she really like what I got her and it was the first year in a long time my D's didnt help me pick something out. It was nice to see my W happy while the kids opened their gifts and I felt like a family again for the first time in a while.


Nice, glad you enjoyed Christmas. Is one of her love languages receiving gifts?

Originally Posted By: bhappy2
cannot help but feeling like the path to R maybe be eroding as the days go on. The feeling of being with someone for 26 years and not being able to have physical touch is perhaps the most difficult thing to deal with, early on I was questioning myself as to was I good enough.


Ditto for me too. I also have 26 years with my W and I remind myself that having spent 26 years being physically intimate, to suddenly stop is a shock to the system.

Originally Posted By: bhappy2
I am getting ready to go to the gym and tonight going out to dinner with S21 and D18 with my parents.


Good. Enjoy your time with kids.


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