So today I woke up and I realized I survived the first real hard challenge: Christmas. She did text me on Christmas about an unrelated topic, which I ignored. I also got a text by proxy from her son regarding gift exchange and my cousin. I had my cousin reply for me without having me in the equation. All in all, yesterday broke me down and left me shattered.

But somehow I am still here. Life goes on, I guess. I am still hoping for R and MC but I am starting to be okay with the idea of being single again.

I am not worthless.


Save yourself. Nobody is coming!
BD:11/2017
Filed:12/2017
Final: 2/2018